Monday, April 25, 2005
ARGH. NOOOO. im in an advanced state of self denial
i suppose.. youve chosen the other side. the whole world has lost me,,,, ive been hoping u wouldnt... but who am i to say that, when im walking down the same route...
and its hard isnt it, to act like you care
of course it is. glory, fame, power, status, fortune. no one should be in the way.
so he has proven it for me, alcohol and music go together. a cigarette would be great. but nah, i wouldnt wanna be smelling like a bad person... but i fear that someday when the first 2 dont work anymore... what can i turn to...
it would only be a matter of time i would have to make the same decision. when nothing can take away the sadness anymore, when things get totally out of control...
we ll be on the same frequency again. till then..
xoxo
joce-lyn
10:54 PM
